Return of the cover songs

•August 26, 2008 • No Comments

I really love to sing…….even though my voice is NOT that good…

I tried my best desu!

The Ai Nante song of Tegoshi is sooo good….

So I decided to abuse it. By singing it.
Hahaha

There are no instruments…. My voice is apparently quite high… so The real song will make my voice disappear……by being low…

So It’s live, and consist of.. Only my voice.

Ai Nante COVER

Douzo.

Being Without You

•August 24, 2008 • 2 Comments

Back with more lyrics!

Since I am not used to write adult themes or adult love songs….
(adult as in mature, not adult in a perverted way)
I am going to stick to my romanticist side so it would not be a downfall like
“going to the club and saw you sipping from the glass of wine..”

Being Without You

The song from the winter trees
Sang a soft melody to warm our hearts…
The warmth from your jacket,
Can’t beat the warmness that my heart feels
Two couple’s footsteps on the soft, white snow
Stays engraves until the snow melts away

The dusk arrives, you walked me home
“Tomorrow, Let’s meet again”
Your lips shaped into a gentle smile.
I nodded my head, and return a smile
Inside my heart, I am in despair….
“What if tomorrow would never comes”….

I watch your shadow slowly disappear into the mist
Tears started to roll down, without intentions….
Without you, I never knew I would break into pieces…

Tell me what I would do if I truly lost you…
What would I do if my day ends without you…
I would miss each smile you send to me….
I would sacrifice it all…..
Just to be buried into your warm arms again….
Kimi ga daisuki yo~

The Sunlight shines into my eyes..
The warmness of the heat opens my eyes…
I still hear the melody of the winter trees
The footsteps we once left had melted away
The tree i planted on the day without you…
Shall lives until the coming Fall….

The stars that shines the night skies
whispers to me a sweet lullaby
“You could stand on your own…”
I was certain, that I could survive on my own
Inside my mind I try to erase you….
“I could be on my own…even without you”

The steps that draw close to me
Are the sounds that I have heard before
Tears drained straight from my heart, My body has turned numb

“I never left you….” you whispered to my ears
The dreams we once shared returned…..
How I missed those smiles you once gave me…
How much I have longed for that warmth.
To be buried in your arms once again….
Brings a smile to my face again….
But your presence…..was never there……

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KOWAI!

This song is so scary…… well…
Let me explain it.

First of all….. This couple had a date during winter… They were all lovey dovey.. and the guy sends the girl home…. or vice versa…( the girl walks the guy home?????) oops

anyway.. this person knew somethign was going on…. she senses that tomorrow would never come…
That the next verse, she talks about the tree that she plants,… in memory of him..
That it was summer…she thought she might get over him.. when she saw him again…
The whisper, thw touch the warmth she felt again……
but the problem is…. this is what she feels… but his presence was not there…

which means his ghost visits her!!!

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

SCARY!
I would love to write this in Japanese….. but i can’t,

SAD I KNOW!

New look!!

•August 22, 2008 • No Comments

Made a new look to my blog!!!
I don;t know why I love black soooo much….
And it totally contrast with Tegoshi’s angelic banner
well if you really analyze it deep enough,
BASICALLY, TEGOSHI is the sky, the light which shines out so brightly….
my world is in darkness… and my words of a total M type,
soo…..Tegoshi is showering me love!!!!

YEAH!
Get it ???

Unheard Voice

•August 22, 2008 • No Comments

It is my super “wanting to write poem so much that i had to write one no matter how busy i am” stage of life.
Since I am being inspired… why not? Right?
Okay…

Sitting by the window,
Watching the sunset
Viewing the last beam of sunlight
that shines the sky today

The stars are out to shine
Silence is the only noise
In that silence I called your name
But you never heard my voice

What should I do for you to look back at me,
What should I do to let my voice be heard

Would I need to climb to the highest mountain,
To climb up to see your smile…
Do I need to dive in the deepest ocean.
To find a way to reach out to you?

Before the sand clock drowns me with the loss of hope…
I would rather burn myself in the fire of passion,
The flames may reach out to you…
Even though I am gone…
At least in your lifetime……
you know that there is someone who loves you this much.

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Run out of ideas out of a sudden…
hahaha

well………
Tegoshi-kun……. I just hope one day you would hear my voice….

angelofdevotion

Why should I let you go?

•August 20, 2008 • No Comments

This is my inspiration to write some lyrics, without melody…just yet haha
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The lights of the city brightens
Inviting dusk to reign the skies
Walking in the club to meet you again,
I saw you sitting there
Sipping from the glass of wine…

I could not hold my smile any longer,
With the sight of you,
my heart beats faster
The world i stood on, seems so small
Compared to the love I have for you…

I took my steps, closer to you,
Your beautiful eyes, looked at me
That gentle smile that I couldn’t forget

As the music started to play,
You held my hand, to the dance floor
Your warm hands upon my skin,
your eyes devouring my soul,
The soft whispers through my ears…
Tell me why I should let you go..

Please give me your love,
Send me a smile to melt my soul,
The sweet lips tastes of wine
The body that held close to mind…
The warmth of your love,
The tender of your touch…
I could sink into the sea of love
But Tell me why I should let you go….

The clock strikes twelve
I won’t turn back,
I will always be ready to reveal
Every single cell in me…..
Let me see the world you see…
Let me be forever in love with you…
So Tell me why I have to let you go…

The sweetness of your words,
The caring glitter of your eyes
The melodious voice when you talk,
And the gentle love you have given me…
All that engraves into my skin…
Forever this heart belongs to you…
This is why, I will never let you go…

_______________

This is pretty lame!!
But then, yeah….. its kinda…. nice….though.. to say it to someone..
But its not so ero nee…
I am not a erohime…..even though Tesshi is an eroji…
yep…

The Battle with myself…

•August 18, 2008 • No Comments

Well….at first, I thought Tegoshi……(again) was so much liked by people
He just has to appear in the top voting chart of J-spy magazine in Thailand..
and i am surprised some people didn’t like him…..

I find myself in him.
Self-centered, spoiled, animated, romanticist, no afraid to express those cheesy lines….
Well… That is what I really am…. I am so spoiled by being the youngest in the family, and you know….even some little cousin I didn’t ask for takes the food that I like instead of me eating it everytime for 22 years, (21 actually) I was so mad and annoyed by that!
*pissed off while thinking of it*

How can I not be? Crab Eggs are the most wonderful things in the world…..
And if I always eat it, it has to be the same, unless there is some special guest YET he is not a guest….he is a cousin that I didn;t ask for, so the special dish is still MINE.
I don;t really care…..I put myself before others at home…
Yea, I know I am a damn SELF CENTERED person who hates to lose to anyone, and doesn’t like anyone who shines brighter than I do, unless she and me has the same qualities, we wouldn’t be rivals.

I got to admit. I got bad qualities too….
Yeah… tend to be a bit manipulative, but still… Tegoshi could be a male version of me, minus the looks. I am not as good looking as him…
As for my voice…. i have to say I love my voice…but since I never had voice training… I can;t reach lower notes… HAHAHAH

Another thing about me is being a romanticist. Without being a hypocrite.
I can be sacastic, but if i dislike someone…. I really don;t force myself in saying I LOVE someone! UNLESS i am in a situation where the collective loves tht person, I just have to keep quiet….
But then i wanna say….

I DON’T LOVE JIN. He is okay to me..I can watch his dramas and stuff, but one thing i can;t stand about him is why is he so irresponsible? Can he be more serious and into his career rather than to run for his escape to learn English when he came back and you can see only a few improvements? Didn;t help much. Yamapi in Kurosagi could speak english more understandable then him.

Tegoshi won;t be that. He loves his career and he had hardships while travelling on it. So i bet my head, that he won;t be stupid to do anything as silly as Jin. If he does, I might really stop liking Tegoshi…but he won;t… i just know it!

Furthermore, Tegoshi is Tegoshi.. who cares if Jin dislikes him? Jin dislikes… several people….
Even if the whole world dislikes Tegoshi, I would still like him as long as he is responsible, cute, and has a nice voice……if Tegoshi appears in scandals… it will hurt me alot, but then, Tegoshi is still Tegoshi…
I like him no matter what…

Tegoshi is human too…. even he is God to me..
Who says God never made mistakes…
He does too.. he made loads of stupid people and evil crooks on earth, or made Lucifer made them do that or stuff like this, or whatever….. so God made mistakes too…

Tegoshi could make mistakes as well..
I will support him always!

Shine~ Dedication to a Shining Star

•August 16, 2008 • No Comments

Well, through all the hardships that an idol has to face, from how he has to feel awkward in a group, when he had just entered the circle for 10 months, to how much he shines right now, he had faced such experiences.. that had made him stronger, brighter and shine brightly in the sky…

This song, lyrics written by me, and melody… I donlt know….. I just sang it naturally along with the lyrics, so if it happens to be similar to any song, please do tell me, so i can credit someone for the melody,

yet here it goes. Tegoshi Yuya, This song was written for you, and no matter how hard it is to reach for the dream, I will always support you always!!! This song could also to dedicate to anyone who wants to enter the idol industry…. its difficult, I know… but its your dream…… Hope you like this.

SHINE by Eva Veeravanitkul (aka angelofdevotion)
(Link to audio clip
Shine

Lyrics

Even though there is no light
To the path you’re walking on,
Someday, you can be sure
That the light would shine back onto you

No matter how hard it is,
To climb up to the sky,
To reach for the light
That you are yearning for…

And every step that you take,
Might pull you down again,
Never give up, and reach for the dream you will achieve
You will then prove that in no time
you could be the one..
Shining up there just like the others….

Sometimes you feel like that you
Have fought for this alone
That can’t be true because I am
Always there for you

Even though how dark the road
That you have to travel on
To reach for your dreams
That you are hoping for.

And every step that you take,
Might pull you down again,
Never give up, and reach for the dream you will achieve
You will then prove that in no time
you could be the one..
Shining up there just like the others….

And for every tear that you shed
Would just be an obstacle in life.
Never hold back, cry if it makes you stronger
Then you come to realise
that you too could shine
Shining up there, brighter than others.

You will be there,,, shining brightly with your smile.

Hope one day… Tegoshi will hear this song…and understand it… ( come on.. i am using really easy english here) and My voice may not be that great but you know… i have tried…

Maybe after studying Japanese… I will release a Japanese version… which means… 3 years from now!
ahahah

angelofdevotion deshita

Cover song: Mou Koi Nante Shinai (Tego-raji)

•August 16, 2008 • No Comments

Back with cover songs again.

This suppose to Tegoraji’s version of Mou koi nante shinai..
Tegoshi covered this JPOP CLASSIC to a slower version
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So i covered Tegoshi’s version…Yes… I covered the version because I preferred tegoshi’s version. It sounds more…..sad……
.so yeah.. It’s my voice

Link desu
Mou Koi Nante shinai nante

Eva is a Romanticist and will NEVER lose her title.

•August 14, 2008 • No Comments

Yeah, I am a Romanticist, proud of that and will always be holding that title.
NO one shall win in any battles of Romantic, cheesy lines if they challenge me…
Well… Tegoshi….is a Romanticist too….Even i love him to death, I would not lose that title… haha!

Romantic Lines Part One. (Seow to)
STARTTO.

1) It doesn’t matter how far we are from one another, ______________(insert name…..I will use TEGOSHI YUYA anyway). At least, heaven has given me the chance to live in the same world as you, to stand under the same sky, look at the same sun and moon, to be born as a human, with a heart to love you…..that is enough for me.

(hoho Beat that line, Tegoshi!)

2) Staring at you on my wall each day, I know you would never jump up from them. Of course, its such a useless act doing such things, but those things kept me happy. Happy because I have finally found someone…who i can love without boundaries, to love without getting hurt, to love and to keep on loving more, only loving you alone, shall bring a smile to my face. That is the best gift for me.

3) You always wanted people to hear your voice…… you wanted to shine…..and now you have achieved that goal, but for me, I have not achieve anything yet…. only you could make that dream come true for me….. Could you hear my voice, projecting out loud to you, of how much i love you? If you hear that, that my goals have achieved.

4) God create the stars to shine at night, create the moon to add gracefulness in the night without stars. God create Tegoshi Yuya to create a meaning to my life. The meaning of God too, exist, exists to sing, to perform on stage, to appear on TV, to shine your smile to a thousand girls, and to me, who worship you without needing to find if you really exist….

5) When i sleep at night and dream of you, i hope my dreams would become a reality, then i don;t have to worry about anything else…. with you by my side, that is i always wished for

Might be lame laew la

6) I may write a thousand words to express how much I feel for you, but for you, you could just show me your smile…….That will worth more than the million of words I have wrote which are dedicated to you….

I gonna sleep…. update later/

MY BRAIN. HIS brain.. OUR brain

•August 13, 2008 • No Comments

This is my name in Chinese……….

I think about Love (Tegoshi)
I always worry about stuff…. (Tegoshi)
I think of friendship
and i love to play!

My nick name

I love to play like hell….
I tend to bullshit
I desire too (Tegoshi)

My penname for writing turn out to be H….ONLY H.

That is not true. I am not that H.

so if…….. me and Tegoshi goes together…

I would think of LOVE… H….GOOD??? AND WITHOUT???

Tegoshi will think oh……H…..being doubtful….. and friendship….

WAIT…. EROJI!!!!

BUT HIS INDIVIDUAL ONE …..ISN;T TOO…. ERO AT LEAST.. SOME LOVE!!