I have been having strange dreams these days.
Last 2 nights, I dreamt that I was eating this really good meal, eating this duck that tastes AWESOME

Then last night, I dreamt something that was really strange and quite…. strange too…so i wonder if it reflects hidden, unknown personal feelings for someone.

Let’s call that person A-san.
A-san has always been tomodachi to watashi
But nande A-san wa appeared in watashi no yume desu ka?

I have the dream interpreted.
It actually means…..
Someone (not A-san, call be B-san then…I dont even know who the hell B was) will take my dreams and goals away…. and threatened me and negated me as a human, moreover, this will be a sudden change to my life,which prevent me of stepping my way to the path i wanted, this will be a new phase to my life, but it is this A-san who (in real life too) and in this dream who always supported me and consoled me with A’s wise words……….

so am I really to be challenged with some strange stuff now?

I wonder ne…Hope it would not be so scary. But of course, A-san has always been with me since I was a teen, helping me to solve problems, sharing interests, being the one who always be beside me no matter what…. and A-san wa hontou ni…….yasashi… dakara… I really think maybe it is reflecting my feelings towards A-san that I always have….

demo…… I was still thinking….what is my true kimochi towards A-san? Tomodachi? Aniki? Kareshi? Nande desu ka?

okay… this post is another pointless one…..

But yeah.. I havent been having memorable, great plots dreams… so this would be great.