Minna…
I think something is really wrong with me
I have this UNcomfortable feeling…..for quite sometimes…
Sometimes… there are things that you yourself don’t understand….
Maybe it was the Vampire Knight effect……
I became so angsty while seeing Zero this angsty…

It is gonna be my Tegoshi week next week….
And my birthday of course…
It’s hard to spend a birthday alone….
Yamapi spend his 22nd birthday with members…
Ryo and Tegoshi as well…

It’s always nice to spend with people you are comfortable with.
For me, I guess I am a rather strange person.
Why do I still hold on my image of high school friends the way I first saw them?
When they tend to change… and break out from the border….
I felt depressed about that. It is all about growing up…
and it is me alone who won;t grow up….

Welcome to the adult world, Eva-chan.
And Hypocrites do exist.
No one can ever be as straight-forward, sincere and pure as before…
Even I alone realise that.

Could I still hold on to my individuality, or should I blend into the collective now?
Being Collective is good, cause I won;t be hated….
But a part of me still want to be the person I want to be.
A person who can follow her dreams with no fear…