Honestly,  I cannot live in this world.

I am too much of a feminist, and I hate every single thing that guys say which can create inequality between the both sexes.

I hate how guys can do one thing, but girls are forbid to. I hate how guys can go and have mistress, and girls can;t because they need to be loyal. I hate how guys can have drinks and have fun, but girls gotta be at home. I hate all these gender roles because I believe that we both can do things and be treated with equality. If there is nothing a man cannot do, there is nothing a woman cannot do too. We are all equal, and because I am a woman, does not mean I cannot be a leader, i cannot be a breadwinner, and i cannot go to host clubs because I will if my future husband goes to hostess clubs. I’ll do everything they have done to me, and I won’t be taken advantage of.

That is why, I haven;t been in a relationship. Cause I won;t step back. If one take advantages of me, I won;t let it go. If I don;t get the respect, they won;t have it either.

You can assume that I am stepping closer and deeper into the feminist world, and I am leaning over to the other side of the road.

Let me end this.
I hate inequality between men and women.
I rather be a homosexual to have an equal relationship.

I haven;t written for such a long time.
I don;t really have a reason to defend myself, because I am not too busy, and i am not too occupied with things either.

However, I am just having this lack of inspiration mode which does not motivate me to write.

As for my life, I am still having real fun with my Japanese classes, and my classmates who I will say they are true friends…..I hardly feel this way for any other friends though. Once in a while, I finally found people who actually accept and like me for who i am, not for my advantages.

I kinda hate this world…… cause usually, most of the time, men have all the benefits, all the advantages, and I find that annoying.