Even though the closure of the airport and the dismiss of the protesters have somehow put Thailand to ease, I am sure that Thailand will still not have a peaceful political future. As long as the puppet master is still there to pull strings, and the puppet government still wants to be part of the chess piece in his game, I just could say that the future is pretty dark for Thailand.

The reason I say this because, even Somchai is out, the new caretaker might not be the one everyone likes. Chalerm is one of the people that are expected to be next, but good lord, did you even how how dirty his hands is? Even his goddamn son had killed a policeman, and managed to escape from the trail! Is this the man who should be the next PM of Thailand? If you think so, there is really something wrong with you.He couldn;t even be a good father to discipline his own son and send his own son to jail. Do you think this man can be a leader of a country?

More over, people keep on giving evil people chances, and never gave good, respectful people a chance. Abhisit is such an educated, honourable, respectful and elitist young blood politician, who never stain his hands into sort of corruption or evil deeds, this is the kind of leader Thailand should need as a politician. Why does society fail to give these people a chance, saying that they are inexperienced, but to be honest, how to you judge how they are when you (aho) don’t even give him a chance!

And people kept on giving chances, forgiving to people who actually turned Thailand into a battle ground. I don;t really mind what policies is good for Thailand and benefits whoever, but the main thing is that a leader needs to have good ethics, have a decent mouth, and manage to be responsible. Apirak, who was forced into signing the contract on fire trucks and ships, and stuff resigned even though we all know he was not the corrupted one, and he has the spirit to step out of his position. This is the kind of politician we need in society. One who is responsible, not one evades taxes and one who shows his low class attitude by speaking of such awful swear words. Or even one who killed and hurt loads of people, just because they opposed him.

Honestly, when would this end? If a Deathnote ever really exists, please write those evil politicians’ name in, this may be the LAST WAY for the game to end at checkmate.

Is that even possible? The political crisis never ends. Unless he dies.But i guess it will long before he does, since hell would hate to have people like him there either. For example, those people can;t really die fast. Tojo didn;t die even he shot himself.

I am ranting too much for today. Well, I can’t help feeling annyed by situations like this!

To protests which create problems for people.
Yes. Exactly like what I have said.
I totally support PAD’s motives of how they want the PM to step down,
but the closure of the airport seems to create an extremely bad reputation for Thailand.
First of all, it means no planes are being able to depart.
3,000 passengers were stranded in the airport, they too have business to do!

Some need to attend school, so what could be done when they are in Thailand?
Some may even need to attend a wedding ceremony, funeral, dates, concerts, etc,
but now they are just in Thailand, feeling hatred towards our country because of these….

Of course, I know how desperate it is to get the PM to step down,
but i would like to ask…IS this going WAY too far?
I won;t criticize, but honestly, don’t you think this is what the government want you all to do?
To create fear, to make the foreign media think that it is the antis- that all these trouble is happening!

I am no one in position to argue against them, I do not side the government,
But i am wearing the stranded passengers’ shoes.
If I were them, no better what, I would totally be mad at those protesters who are ruining my plans.
I may need to go for a class, a graduation, but if it is over and i couldnt attend it,
I am having all the disadvantages here. And if I am in their position, i would think, “what a min, I am not even Thai, why do i need to sacrifice a single time for some causes like that?”

Because I am Thai, I may sacrifice some of my time, but that is impossible for foreigners.
When situations like this occur, I honestly think that it is not the cause or root of the problem that is being seen, it would to those who are fighting for their voices to be heard would be the one in blame.

Do you think you have taken the wrong step?

This is my post that I had also posted in some place.
And I would like to express my opinions on this issue of Thai politics right now.

We should first ask ourselves which majority we are talking about. Minority to respect the majority? Seems that there are still people who refuse to accept the naked truth!

Ladies and Gentlemen, to trace way back to history, I could justify that NOT always, MAJORITY could prove that they are right. You have to, consider the education background, the level of propaganda that are influencing people’s minds and of course, the intelligence of people. The world could not always be an utilitarianism. We cannot justify by saying utilitarianism is the right way for something to be achieved because it serves a greater number of happiness for people. This idea does not apply for this situation in Thai politics. Because I am certain that the minority in this case will never give up until their goals are achieved.

Furthermore, I would like to point out, the majority of human once believe that the world was flat. Who exactly believe that now?

This is not about embarrassment. Look like Fukada-san of Japan, he knows that he was unpopular, no one asked him to step down, he was honourable enough to do that by himself. He may be viewed as irresponsible, but he has the honour to step down when he realise his position.

As for this person who would not step down, and thought it would be an embarrassment, no, i think the western media is beginning to think how “stubborn” he is, how hungry he is to cling on to the power he is holding right now. We are always educated from elementary school until doctoral degree to solve the problem from the ROOT OF THE PROBLEM. Without solving problem from the “root” we will NEVER find out the solution to the problem.

Find what causes this problem to occur. Why demonstrations are being held, why people are protesting, and wanted their goals to be achieved. Ask yourself WHY?

Sadly, some has only blamed those on the surfaces, and not the root of the problem.

If one really willing enough to kindly crack the mystery and be open-minded enough to understand who is the root of the problem, i bet, in just one minute, those demonstrations shall disappear.

I hardly ever write something as serious as the importance of life.
Because there are a hundred reasons that life, mean a lot to us and also to those around us.

First of all, to you, what does life mean?
I always think that life means to spend my life the way I wanted, and only beware of any consequences I need to face. It is part of the truth to the importance of life, yet what is more important is how I could do to change something to a better situation. Even if to save someone from suicide, or to stop a fight, at least your life contributes back to the world and people around you. This is what I used to think. Perhaps, I still think so, but in order to die for what we believe, sometimes, it is way to extreme.

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This was what i got from my friend, at 3 AM, Australian time.
But then…. he was in Silom!

OMG Did did….anyone…….NOOOOOOOOOO

I CAN;T THINK OF THIS BAD H Stuff…

Tegoshi would only be with Yamapi, and Masuda and Ryo…
NOT ANYONE ELSE!!

Why am I so worked up???
Don;t care……..calm down. I am in Sydney… I just need to calm the fucking mood down.
Oops… did i just swore?

I just swore out of jealously. GM had a chance to WORK WITH Yamapi. They were my kohai in school.
AND fellow Thai citizens who work at night CAN A CHANCE TO SEE MY GOD

How can I not be worked up like this?

DAMN. DESTINY. BRING HIM TO SYDNEY BEFORE I LEAVE.

Destiny, I hate you. I really do.

I love Tegoshi sooo much, to the extend that I would actually……lose one year of my life to just be with him for a day, and to even see him and let him know my existence… writing pointless poems for him… and then BASH………This thing call destiny brought him to my country THANK YOU. But the point is I am CURRENTLY NOT IN MY COUNTRY FOR GOD SAKE, DAMMIT!

I sound so pissed off right…

Of course i am! I just lost the chance of meeting the guy who I admire so much, and that I am here doing my masters.. reading like a nerd, and someone gets to fangirl TEGOSHI LIVE!

I AM JUST SO DAMN SAD!

Tegoshi-kun is never going to see my poems anyway……
I am not going to ever see him anyway….
I am not… going too…….(so pessimistic)

Can someone pull me from this sorrow….
I can;t sleep anymore….

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