Woah. I have not been writing here at all. It is not that I lost my interest in writing, it is just that I do not have the mood to write it. In order to write something, what i need is sanity. I wasn’t sane the last few weeks of 2010. I have my moments.
Anyway, I want to wish all of you a happy happy new year. I hope all the best to you. This is the second day of the new year and I don’t even think I moved on that much from 2010. As I have said, there are things that I am not supposed to reveal. Keeping things inside is actually good. You’ll turn insane and then no one will ever expect things from you ever again. Then you will be sent to an institute, being psychotic, living in your fantasies because reality just sucks so much.
I don’t have much resolutions either. All of my needs aren’t going to happen, so it is a waste of time to think about what I want to do.
Anyway, just hope u had a good time. I won’t be writing soon though. Writing is expression. I don’t want to be reminded of the shitty life I am living in right now.